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[24 Sep 2009|10:06pm] |
I can't fucking believe I've been working at Quiznos for a year.
I hate this job so much.
It makes me feel so worthless, I get no respect from my bosses or the customers.
If I ask someone "white or wheat?" one more time I'm going to fucking die.
FUCK.
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| Escape the green light |
[25 Aug 2009|05:19pm] |
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The paranoia inside of me makes life become lies too deep. Blonde locks and seeing red. Our eye contact, her on your bed. My worth, your trust. Lost and found temptations lust. Despite the fault lines I mend the cracks. Between addicted lovers and what you lack. Luckily my purple heart, always sheilds me when you start.
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| 143 Ashbrook Lane |
[19 Jul 2009|11:51am] |
After having two different roomates bail on us, we finally signed a lease.
In a weird turn of events, one of our friends from the FIRST PLACE we planned on moving into decided to try and fill up the house with new people rather than try and find new housing.
So with a fresh coat of paint, and steam cleaned carpets, we move in July 31st.
I CANT WAIT!
Its a two story house in a gated community about 10 min away from school.
Its got a backyard for the bunnies to run around in, and we can get a dog without needing a pet deposit.
There are 4 bedrooms, I'm sharing the master with Melanie (also a music biz. major at Cal Poly).
We have a walk in closet and our own bathroom with a double sink vanity!
So excited to have our little girl's wing of the house away from the 3 boys we'll be living with.
I think this stoner abode will be filled with lots of clouds and good things.
Pictures to come :)
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| Dancing |
[13 Jul 2009|06:31pm] |
This tiny cave inside me still holds light for you some days.
The echos within its walls are hard to muffle
and honestly, I don't want to supress these sounds.
Its hard to imagine that its been over a year since I've seen your face,
and still the little flame flickers quietly and without notice.
Some days I feel like I'm so far from the girl you met,
and other days I'm wearing your grandmas ring and counting table cards.
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[19 Jun 2009|11:06pm] |
I'm not spending Father's Day with my dad, I'm an awful person.
I've been picking up shifts at work to try and save up for my move.
I know he understands that I need the money, but I definitely feel like the world's worst daughter.
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| Summer in 4 days |
[09 Jun 2009|02:06pm] |
Studying for International Relations.
Just turned in my Powerpoint for Artist & Representation.
Revising my 10 page research paper on legalizing weed.
Filling out the study guide for Non Profit music.
This quarter was challenging because it was a step away from conventional college courses,
and a dose of the real fucking world.
This week has been an interesting preview of the coming months.
Kirk is leaving for Pennsylvania on Friday for 4 days.
This is giving me mixed emotions, but I will definitely miss him.
I'm excited to be home for more than one night though.
Saturday - Tuesday in the South Bay :)
See you kids soooon
<33
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| Birthday Blues |
[11 May 2009|03:48pm] |
I'm turning 20 in a few weeks, and I'm absolutely dreading it.
How the fuck did I get so old?
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| Back to the daily grind |
[30 Mar 2009|09:46am] |
It's the first day of spring quarter.
Classes I'm taking:
Intro to International Relations
Non Profit Music
Artist Representation and Promotion
Choir
English
Seminar for Music Industry
My Into to Int'l Relations class is sick.
Its nice to take a class that encourages my love of reading the news.
It kinda makes me miss Model UN.
In other news,
the couple that was living with us is moving out on Friday.
It was nice having help with rent, but we definitely miss our privacy.
Having roommates made me realize how lucky me and Kirk are to have found lifestyle compatibility with each other.
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| I'm ready for a nap |
[16 Mar 2009|02:53pm] |
Secondary dominants
Cadential, Passing, Arpeggiated and Neighboring 6/4 chords
Harmonic Sequences
Saxophone transposition
Whew... Music theory was a bitch this quarter.
So glad that final is over.
Publishing and Stats on Wednesday and Thursday.
Then FREEEEEDOMMMM!!!
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| 4 to a bathroom |
[03 Mar 2009|11:40pm] |
Two of our friends are currently living with us.
Its been working out pretty well I'd say.
Frankie and Salina are originally from Pomona, but lived in Ontario with Salina's aunt.
After being in a shitty living situation, they found themselves at our pad.
We met them at our friend Andrew's house in Pomona last year, and started hanging out with them frequently in early January.
They smoke just as much as me and Kirk,
and we've been splitting cleaning and cooking.
They're just staying here for a few weeks (we'll see, I forsee at least a month),
until they find a place with Salina's mom and brothers (who are both autistic but seriously adorable).
It's amazing how quickly things change.
I'm trying to hold on, but the earth is spinning so fast these days.
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| Wilting |
[03 Mar 2009|01:53pm] |
My account balance is measured by the lines on my face.
The wrinkles are emerging from beneath my skin,
and I am twenty seven in an instant.
I am beginning to wonder if worry warts are tangible,
or just apart of the disease inside me.
At least Pseudopod never asks for money,
just to be fed with some green leaves and water.
I'll happily oblige.
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| Channeling |
[27 Feb 2009|03:07pm] |
Last night I had a feeling you would contanct me.
Its incredible how accurate my feelings have become.
I was dancing through your head just as you were in mine.
You are the constant reminder that I've met my protector,
and the only one I've ever fallen deeply for.
He prays for callouses on his hands,
You pray for your hands not to fail you.
I pray for the end of lighthearted hellos.
Even though it seems impossible now,
I know that you are the one I'm supposed to end up with.
You both tell me I am no match for Hera herself,
but neither will call me their queen.
Distance vs. Fear
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| The almost snow |
[09 Feb 2009|02:52pm] |
It was so cold that it hailed in Pomona today! So crazy.
I'm watching TV and all of a sudden I hear *plink* *plink* *plink* on the air conditioning unit.
So I ran into the kitchen and found a cup to catch the pieces into, and now they're in my freezer :)
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[30 Jan 2009|03:15pm] |
Coachella heals all wounds.
X, Henry Rollins, Paul McCartney, People Under the Stairs....
so many more acts I wanna see too.
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
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| Rip Rory Youngblood |
[21 Jan 2009|11:36am] |
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Monday was Rory's funeral. I will never forget looking upon the face of the beautiful boy I knew and blowing him kisses to take with him to the skies. I miss him already. I never want to bury one of my friends ever again.
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[13 Jan 2009|03:17pm] |
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Dear Rory. When Kirk told me that you took your life last night, I was in complete shock. I still am. Not only were you one of the most down to earth people I have ever known but your beautiful eyes and blonde curls made you unforgettable. I cant imagine the thoughts running through your head last night or how horrible it must have been for your brother to find you, but i wish you could have reached another conclusion. I'm glad at least that we had some adventures together and that you were always there for kirk. I will miss you Rory. Rest peacefully darling boy.
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| 2K9 |
[04 Jan 2009|04:16pm] |
I don't know if I've yet realized how important 2008 was in my life.
My parents parted ways, but I became independent.
I failed classes the first year of college, then I brought up my GPA.
I moved in with Kirk, and felt beautiful in my own skin.
I voted for the very first time, and helped elect our first black president.
And now I'm about to start the first quarter of 2009.
It feels good to be starting a new calendar, a fresh slate.
It's going to be a good year.
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| Cease the madness |
[08 Dec 2008|03:10pm] |
Forgotten words inside pages
Replacement chores, persistent changes
Bad posture, rain covered chimes
Microwaveable everything, golden nugget dimes
Work vs School vs Play vs Sleep
Disposable razors, scars to keep
Maybe I need some supplements
Maybe I need some sentiments
Maybe he'll remember his hand in mine
Maybe its someone I still need to find.
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| Pumpkin pie is my favorite part about this time of year |
[29 Nov 2008|07:08pm] |
So its nearly December, I can hardly believe it.
I've been living in my apartment for almost 5 months,
and Fall Quarter is over in less than 2 weeks.
For Thanksgiving I met my mom and my brother in Palm Desert.
It was wonderful eating and hanging out with them (and CALI!!! PUPPYYY!!!)
Me and my brother made sure it was a very very danksgiving.
I had to work on Friday so I ended up taking my brother back to Pomona with me,
which was fun.
He spent the night and then my dad picked him up in the morning.
Dad took us and Kirk out to breakfast also.
Getting to be with the whole family worked out amazingly.
December means finally getting back home for a few days rather than just a night :)
Super excited to see all of my favorites (ESPECIALLY MS PURVY WHO I HAVENT SEEN IN A FUCKING MONTH!!)
But it also means balancing 3 jobs and 2 households.
Happy Holidays to me :/
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